Silent Revolver

Vile, dismantled I fall.. I fall..
A trigger, a sound, so soft.. malice
From all the things I thought i knew...
Never did I realize in the end it was you...

Silently crushing, straight into my skull
Viciously killing what left of my soul

Angels, they weep cries of joy
Thunder, smite with rage untold
From all the things I thought I knew...
Are you happy now that its me u betrayed?
From all the things I thought I knew...
Never did I realize in the end it was you...

Silently crushing, straight into my skull
Viciously killing what left of...
of my soul....
Viciously killing... so foul.. so fake..
Viciously kill... my soul... you did...
my.....

Shameless

Scream, scream as you run
No, don't look back now
Or you'll be undone
Circling around the seal of Metatron
Think you'll be safe?
Think again, bitch

I'll wretch your soul
beat you 'till cold
You'll see no more daylight
you deserved it
served you right
I'll throw your filthy body
and feed it to the ghoul
I'll feed it to the ghoul
That's what you get
you asked for it

You, you that know no shame
no, you're lowly of humans
worse than an animal
Running towards the gods and hide,
Think you'll be safe?
Think again, bitch

Feel my wrath
Feel my rage
Feel my anger raging through your pitiless soul
I'm going to haunt you
I'm going to hunt you
I'm going to impale you
'Till you agonize


(Dedicate this song to the woman who messes with my family. Pauline Luta YOU have been warned)

-Seth Kaiser

Delusional reality

Watching the dark horizon approaching me,
Ever so slightly faster than usual,
Your twinkling fireflies lingers in this fragile mind,
Whisper.... Chilling icy-like breathe into my spines...

Come in and feel my emptiness,
Raging war of souls clashes from within,
Will you save me or let me die?
Will you love me or watch me fade?
Come in and feel my sadness,
Wailing cries echo from every corner,
Will I go on trying or wait for you?
Will I ever understand you for the life of me?

Watching the falling rain drenching me red,
Ever so slightly colder than usual,
Your thorny vines gripping tight in this fragile mind,
Torture... Unbearable sin breaks into my spines...

Come in and feel my emptiness,
Raging war of souls clashes from within,
Will you save me or let me die?
Will you love me or watch me fade?
Come in and feel my sadness,
Wailing cries echo from every corner,
Will I go on trying or wait for you?
Will I ever understand you for the life of me?

Perhaps the mishaps are meant to be,
Hatred lies dormant inside insanity,
Hoovers forever in the astral plains...

-Seth Kaiser

The lost time...

The Gate control team^

Whoa! I'm back... Miraculously. My one month holiday has been a blast for these past few weeks. New friends and new experiences, I'll never forget 'em. around 2 weeks ago I'm volunteering for the Sarawak Rainforest World Festival 2008. Though tiring and not to mention I missed a lot of the show, I'm satisfied. Luckily I'm on morning shift during Friday. And boy! I sure danced myself crazy under the rain n muddy floor. The team from Philippines are one of the best so far. But being a gate control team was not boring. A few strange things happened during those three days. Weird customers and people gathered up to protest. Interesting sight. But that doesn't slow people down to enjoy the festival.

Then yesterday, I cosplay as Konohamaru during the KAA Cosplay Charity event at Boulevard. I messed up during the first show and quite down because of it. But later there are 2 more shows for me to redeem myself. Hehe...

Even though there's a lot of fun activities happened around me... Somehow I still feel empty inside... Maybe I'm thinking too much... Sometimes I think that I'm a nuisance to those around me. I wish to just disappear from the crowd, sometimes I feel that I don't belong... Am I crazy? I don't know too... As the time flies by me from each and every seconds, I hope I'll find MY happiness... soon....

Labyrinth's heart...-Seth Kaiser

In the midst of spiral twist,
The crow spreads its devilish bliss,
Surrounding my conscience, broken every alliance,
Of my ancient ties...

Strings of centuries chained my limbs,
A puppet-like life where light dims,
Spark the supernova's combustion, burn all relations,
Of my ancient ties...

Walking pass the flow of time,
Tidal of ticking waves rush through my spines,
All for eternity's fate, revealing the enigma gate,
Of my ancient ties...

Where art thou?
Hi and low,
unearthing, still searching,
Lo, the ancient ties which hold me dear,
Now lost, ethereal,
Forever forgotten....

Holiday summary

Oooohaaa! Slamat Ari Gawai, gayu guru gerai nyamai! The holidays rocks! A lot of things been going on and its kinda fun. Last week's Monday was the most enjoyable one. Iveanime Club held a mini cosplay event to help out the Donation for China earthquake's victims. Due to the sudden event, I just dressed up as myself, Seth Kaiser. :p
<--- Dats me with my sword! XD

I also went to Serikin with my Sabahan friends. Dang it was so hot! And still there are a lot of people coming in like ikan bilis. :p I bought myself a bangle... hehe... After that, we went to the Fairy Cave. It was magic! The place never cease to captivate me. Hope I'll have a chance to go there again.

Last but not least, FUEL HIKE!!! Dang I hate it. It really burns holes in my pockets (notice the plural I used)! Imagine, I queued from 8pm onward just to get my tank filled.. (in the end I still paid for the high priced fuel coz after midnight d)... I'm so pissed that time. Wasted my time. Anyway, with the canvas done away with, things gotten a little lighter... NOT! There are still a lot of pending assignments and projects to do. Somehow I'm getting more stress than ever... Hope I can catch up with them... If not I'll be in a very big trouble. Ironically enough, I'm still procrastinating till the end... (yeah I know, I should give myself a really good slap on my head)

Oh well, To my April intake family, U guys done a very good job in your canvas! Let's rock LICT together until we all graduate k! That's all for now. Thanks for reading. ^_^

The struggles continue...

Its been awhile now since i start studying again. I can't really say whether I'm happy or sad about it. But so far, I'm enjoying every bit of it. Except what happened last week. I'm glad to be able to find new batch of friends, and all of them rocks! There's this Raymond, whom I respect for having lots of impromptu crazy ideas (I really thinks that he is more suitable in AMD rather than GD though) hehe.... Chin and Yaw-crazy duo-they are really nice people. Aini, a girl that talks without holding back anything (and I mean ANYTHING). I respect her guts though. ^_^ And there's Sanda, the anime maniac (actually all of us are). Eve, the final-fantasy-Paine-look-alike-attitude (whatever does that mean), and the Trio, which are still quite enigmatic to me.

Lately the world is going crazy... or at least that is what I think. There are some maniac people casting black magick through cellphones (those answer the call or sms will instantly die), and is it just me or the day is getting hot as hell with each passing day?

Assignments..... yeah... Until now my canvas is still empty and still nicely wrapped..... and.... the pre-passing deadline is.. THIS WEEK.... Aaargh... What is going happen to me.... Anyway, I hope I can really think of something paint. So far I have the idea.. only that I don't know where to find the materials I need for the canvas...

Hmm... I think I write enough for now. Until next time... Peace!